The day starts in what is both a strange and completely normal way at the same time. Tex isn't in bed. That's not actually the strange part. That's the very normal part. It was hardly unusual when they were a more regular thing for her to be gone in the morning, whether she was just up earlier or actually gone. No, the strange part is the house, an actual god damn house, that he's woken up in. Having York's hidey hole was strange enough, but this is a full size bedroom. It's got stairs and a full kitchen and a living room and--it's a house. They've got a house.
It's fucking weirdly domestic for two people with their histories.
He has to wonder what today is going to be, what sort of new shit today is going to bring. Arriving here, snow hell, Carolina, Tex, York, here--no time to breathe, and yet what happens when he has a chance to breathe? He can't sit around and do nothing. Carolina had suggested some things, and York wants him to learn to shoot, and part of him is still isn't entirely certain this is real. After all, Gary's time loop had seemed real, over and over again, and apparently it never had been.
She hasn't gotten much sleep. Between waking up in the middle of the night and wandering downstairs to find their housemate and her usual early-rising habits, she's tired, but hiding it well. For now, she's keeping quiet about their unexpected roommate. Enough shit is going to hit the fan once his presence is announced that she wants some peace before then.
She had insisted they go shopping yesterday for at least a few basics and she is downstairs putting it to good use in the kitchen. Scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast - for how normal of a breakfast that was, she's never actually had it herself and damn if it didn't sound good. He'll smell breakfast well in progress if he decides to come downstairs and lucky him, she's making enough for two.
They haven't talked about Epsilon yet, but they both know the other is aware of his arrival. It's without sex or ceremony that they go to bed that night, Church turned away from her instead of desperate to cuddle up. He's been battling a headache all day, along with the growing feeling of wrongness nestled in his head and his chest.
I'm not you. Trust me.
You just sound like me is all. And replaced me on my own team. No big deal.
It's gotten harder and harder to keep up the lie to himself--and it is a lie, or, he's pretty aware that it's a lie but refuses to acknowledge it to the best of his ability. Bad enough with Doctor Church around, the big old revelation of YOU ARE A COPY staring him in the face. His name had never been his own, not even something he'd gotten designed or assigned to have. It was just...someone else's name. He'd called bullshit on Wash, but he knew, deep down, the temptation to know, to understand, had led him to hop into the former Freelancer's head.
--but you need to ask yourself, what if I'm right? If I am, or if you have any doubts, not finding out will haunt you for the rest of your life. Not just finding out about you, but finding out about everyone close to you as well.
Turned out that the rest of his life was a lot shorter than he'd ever planned on--and exactly as short as Washington planned.
And it wasn't just his life. Delta. Theta.
Tex.
He should be exhausted and drop right off, but he can barely close his eyes, even as the clock rolls forward minute by excruciatingly long minute. That's why Flowers was a Freelancer: to keep an eye on the most important asset. It's why there were robots around the bases when it wasn't standard equipment. It's why he was surrounded by fucking morons and why Vic and Command had been a fucking joke.
It's why York had found him such a god damn disappointment.
Hell, he couldn't deny that it all made sense, in the most fucked up way possible, but how could he just abandon all the preconceived ideas he had about what his life was or who and what he is? His head pounded.
He tried to be carefully when sliding out from under the sheets, pulling on some pants and padding out of the room. No need to wake Tex if he could help it. Downstairs, he pauses in the kitchen. He doesn't need coffee, isn't sure he can stomach food right now, but--he digs out a bottle, avoids the tequila, but vodka will do. Maybe a warm buzz will calm down the clamor in his mind and lull him to sleep.
The revelation of Epsilon hadn't hit her that hard. He was another fragment, one she hadn't met before, but new of and saw the plans for in the Director's files. The most surprising part is the similarities in voice, but it didn't take long in their conversation together to determine how different he is from Church. Whatever memories Epsilon has from the Project, there's nothing to be done for and she is willing to let that piece rest unless he needs her help.
She's a light sleeper. She always has been, or at least from what she remembers she has. His movement from bed causes her to groggily shift about and it's only when he doesn't return a few minutes later that she begins to truly stir. Where the hell did he go? It isn't like him to get out of bed this late and wander off.
She rubs her eyes and climbs out of bed. He better not send her off on a wild goose chase across the city to find out where he is and she grumbles a bit to herself as she heads downstairs to see if he's even in the house still. There's only so many places he could be and it's not hard to find where he's set up shop. She's not too thrilled about being woken up and the beginnings of her bitching are about to leave her lips when she notices the bottle of alcohol.
It seemed odd to celebrate a 'new year' when it hadn't been anywhere near then before he came here. Still, it was the least of the oddities he'd been learning to deal with in the weeks since his arrival.
The biggest of them is sitting at the table, just noticing him as he approaches. Looking at him with the face of his dead wife.
"Texas," despite the subdued lighting the welts and bruises are painfully obvious. "What the hell... was this York again?"
It is odd and her recent arrival is part of why she never bothered celebrating Christmas here. It seemed pointless at the time and while this is almost equally so, it's a good excuse to check in on him. She even brought a gift that is currently hidden on the ground by her feet.
She's unsurprised that is the first assumption he jumps to and she rolls her eyes before motioning for him to take a seat.
"No, it wasn't York. I got into a fight, that's all."
It's kind of important, and I think I can trust you better on some of this than I can trust some of the others here. Especially as it involves the Director.
And Carolina's been acting strange. Actually? To be honest? She's scaring me. That's why I'm using text.
So first was getting up while it's still dark out. And cold. Dark and cold, when he could have been warm and asleep in bed. Then there was the fire, and then there was dealing with a crazy person with voices in her head starting fires, and once she was squared away, he couldn't just fuck off the rest of the day.
Well. He probably could've. He wonders if anyone would've even noticed. Man, sometimes he thinks Grif had the right idea all along. What a stupidly brilliant little motherfucker. But fires needed fought, people needed let in and guarded and escorted and to look vaguely threatening at.
Basically it's been a long fucking day, and he's glad to be home, and he aches, and everything sucks. But he can go back to bed, trudging up the stairs in his boots and shedding armor along the way.
The day had been an odd one. It started off with Church being mysteriously absent from bed, a fact that had pissed her off given his lack of contact the entire day (just what the hell did he have to do, anyway?), and ended with her having a nice meeting with Delta and the Director contacting her after he'd finally wised up. She knew it was only a matter of time before the man saw the merits in staying somewhere he would actually be safe.
She saw no need to try to tell Church about the change in living arrangements. His dumbass had not made any effort to tell her what had dragged him out of the house this long and if he was getting his limbs ripped off by some rioting thugs, that would be his problem.
So, when Church finally makes it back into their home, she's worn out and snuggled up in bed sleeping. A state she does not appreciate being brought out of by the sound of armor hitting the floor and noisy foot steps. If Church wants a loving welcome from his girlfriend, he's not going to get one. There is nothing but annoyance and frustration in her eyes when he enters the bedroom.
"Stop being so fucking loud, you cockbite. Where the fuck have you been? You left your shit everywhere while you ran off to fuck around the city all day."
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Pooch's mostly done. Needs you here for the finishing touches, owner transfer, yadda yadda. Lemme know when you can drop by.
[He's been waiting for a good moment to surprise her. Half because he's not sure she'll take it well, half because he thinks he's being a dumbass and way too sentimental. But, to hell with it, he's figured out how to use a shiny brand new camera, and he's willing to risk severe injury to surprise Tex with it.
He peers around the corner into the living room, meanders in quietly.] Hey Tex, think fast! [The moment she turns to look at him, she's going to have a camera in her face snapping a pic.] Yeah, success! Look at that face!
[She had wanted just a moment to relax. A moment of peace and she was about to take a seat and settle in when suddenly she hears Church and turns -] What the hell?
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[It'll be a while before Hob gets anything back and it's more to confirm she got the message than anything else. The day's events pissed her the fuck off, but this goes a long way.]
Hey. Soooo, it's been like...45 minutes. Do you have your glasses with you? Make sure you have your glasses-well I guess you can't really- okay. Call me.
[This'll be a good few hours later. She's never returned to her glasses and found this many damn voicemails waiting for her and it's almost endearing how much he's trying check in on her.]
Hey, I'm fine. I came back home a little while ago and was dealing with some crap.
[Sorry, Theta. There's too much crap going on in Tex's life for her to want to answer this when she finally sees it. But once she's had some sleep, she'll send off a text early in the morning while she's getting ready for work.]
Did you have something in mind? Or just wanted to chat with us?
Hey Tex so I have a question were you around when Maine got brought in his first day because apparently something went down with the boss and he's being a giant poop and won't tell me and I bet it's an awesome story
So, the cookies finally finished baking. Turns out the oven was off the entire time. Sorry about that. Oh, and I have your gun I think you might want back.
I believe we will be able to perform the port work that has a good chance of negating the artificial behavioral modifications. Would you be available in the evening some time soon?
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It's fucking weirdly domestic for two people with their histories.
He has to wonder what today is going to be, what sort of new shit today is going to bring. Arriving here, snow hell, Carolina, Tex, York, here--no time to breathe, and yet what happens when he has a chance to breathe? He can't sit around and do nothing. Carolina had suggested some things, and York wants him to learn to shoot, and part of him is still isn't entirely certain this is real. After all, Gary's time loop had seemed real, over and over again, and apparently it never had been.
The fuck was 'real' anyway.
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She had insisted they go shopping yesterday for at least a few basics and she is downstairs putting it to good use in the kitchen. Scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast - for how normal of a breakfast that was, she's never actually had it herself and damn if it didn't sound good. He'll smell breakfast well in progress if he decides to come downstairs and lucky him, she's making enough for two.
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I'm not you. Trust me.
You just sound like me is all. And replaced me on my own team. No big deal.
It's gotten harder and harder to keep up the lie to himself--and it is a lie, or, he's pretty aware that it's a lie but refuses to acknowledge it to the best of his ability. Bad enough with Doctor Church around, the big old revelation of YOU ARE A COPY staring him in the face. His name had never been his own, not even something he'd gotten designed or assigned to have. It was just...someone else's name. He'd called bullshit on Wash, but he knew, deep down, the temptation to know, to understand, had led him to hop into the former Freelancer's head.
--but you need to ask yourself, what if I'm right? If I am, or if you have any doubts, not finding out will haunt you for the rest of your life. Not just finding out about you, but finding out about everyone close to you as well.
Turned out that the rest of his life was a lot shorter than he'd ever planned on--and exactly as short as Washington planned.
And it wasn't just his life. Delta. Theta.
Tex.
He should be exhausted and drop right off, but he can barely close his eyes, even as the clock rolls forward minute by excruciatingly long minute. That's why Flowers was a Freelancer: to keep an eye on the most important asset. It's why there were robots around the bases when it wasn't standard equipment. It's why he was surrounded by fucking morons and why Vic and Command had been a fucking joke.
It's why York had found him such a god damn disappointment.
Hell, he couldn't deny that it all made sense, in the most fucked up way possible, but how could he just abandon all the preconceived ideas he had about what his life was or who and what he is? His head pounded.
He tried to be carefully when sliding out from under the sheets, pulling on some pants and padding out of the room. No need to wake Tex if he could help it. Downstairs, he pauses in the kitchen. He doesn't need coffee, isn't sure he can stomach food right now, but--he digs out a bottle, avoids the tequila, but vodka will do. Maybe a warm buzz will calm down the clamor in his mind and lull him to sleep.
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She's a light sleeper. She always has been, or at least from what she remembers she has. His movement from bed causes her to groggily shift about and it's only when he doesn't return a few minutes later that she begins to truly stir. Where the hell did he go? It isn't like him to get out of bed this late and wander off.
She rubs her eyes and climbs out of bed. He better not send her off on a wild goose chase across the city to find out where he is and she grumbles a bit to herself as she heads downstairs to see if he's even in the house still. There's only so many places he could be and it's not hard to find where he's set up shop. She's not too thrilled about being woken up and the beginnings of her bitching are about to leave her lips when she notices the bottle of alcohol.
"What the hell is going on?"
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The biggest of them is sitting at the table, just noticing him as he approaches. Looking at him with the face of his dead wife.
"Texas," despite the subdued lighting the welts and bruises are painfully obvious. "What the hell... was this York again?"
Some things were harder to adjust to than others.
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"No, it wasn't York. I got into a fight, that's all."
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Day 140 - Text - Private
It's kind of important, and I think I can trust you better on some of this than I can trust some of the others here. Especially as it involves the Director.
And Carolina's been acting strange. Actually? To be honest? She's scaring me. That's why I'm using text.
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Something ate the end of my comment, but oh well. Can always assume something interrupted him.
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Well. He probably could've. He wonders if anyone would've even noticed. Man, sometimes he thinks Grif had the right idea all along. What a stupidly brilliant little motherfucker. But fires needed fought, people needed let in and guarded and escorted and to look vaguely threatening at.
Basically it's been a long fucking day, and he's glad to be home, and he aches, and everything sucks. But he can go back to bed, trudging up the stairs in his boots and shedding armor along the way.
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She saw no need to try to tell Church about the change in living arrangements. His dumbass had not made any effort to tell her what had dragged him out of the house this long and if he was getting his limbs ripped off by some rioting thugs, that would be his problem.
So, when Church finally makes it back into their home, she's worn out and snuggled up in bed sleeping. A state she does not appreciate being brought out of by the sound of armor hitting the floor and noisy foot steps. If Church wants a loving welcome from his girlfriend, he's not going to get one. There is nothing but annoyance and frustration in her eyes when he enters the bedroom.
"Stop being so fucking loud, you cockbite. Where the fuck have you been? You left your shit everywhere while you ran off to fuck around the city all day."
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day 146, evening, voicemail
what you can make out, quickly after that though, is a somewhat robotic but enthusiastic bark. there's a little shuffling as tony gets closer to the microphone again. ]
Pooch's mostly done. Needs you here for the finishing touches, owner transfer, yadda yadda. Lemme know when you can drop by.
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He peers around the corner into the living room, meanders in quietly.] Hey Tex, think fast! [The moment she turns to look at him, she's going to have a camera in her face snapping a pic.] Yeah, success! Look at that face!
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[It's not going to be a fantastic picture. Because a flash of annoyance crosses her face as soon as she realizes what he's holding in his hands.] Why did you get that?
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Hey, I'm fine. I came back home a little while ago and was dealing with some crap.
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Did you have something in mind? Or just wanted to chat with us?
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I was around-ish. Did he say why he wouldn't tell you?
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Day 182 - Morning, Voice;
So, the cookies finally finished baking. Turns out the oven was off the entire time. Sorry about that. Oh, and I have your gun I think you might want back.
So if you have a little time today, I'm free.
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Busy right now, but I can make time after work. Got a preference on where?
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Day 201 (Morning) - Voicemail;
...I need to talk to you. Privately.
Let me know when and where we can meet.
Day 201 (Morning) - Voice;
I can meet now. How private does it need to be?
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Day 201 (Morning) - Voice; -> action
Day 201 (Morning) - Action;
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